acid and other burning sensations
6.27.2014 @ 09:33
[12:15am]
they said:
love makes you pretty
but i'm pretty sure
you are so much so
in the dark
[1:07am]
i wish you’d notice
the hollows beneath my cheek
like the way i notice
your ever-present crease
between your eyebrows
[1:30am]
i am sorry
i am sorry
i am sorry
i am sorry
[2:17am]
i dont think you heard me
but
we dont have time for that
i seem to be breathing in
something other than air
[2:30am]
I AM SORRY
I AM SORRY
I AM SORRY
I AM SORRY
please hear me
do you?
[2:35am]
i thought i saw
your fingers twitch
but it's too dark
to know for sure
[2:58am]
i wish you'd hear me
[3:07am]
there is something here
in my lungs
i think
get it out
get it out
get it out
please
[3:15am]
I AM SORRY
PLEASE
HEAR
ME
[3:23am]
wake up
wake
up
i am scared
is this how
home feels?
[3:45am]
your eyelids twitched
my sadness is beginning
to feel like home
i dont feel comfortable
here
(sorry)
(i am)
(really tired)
[3:55am]
i want to scratch my soul out
rip myself out of my skin
and claw
shatter
break
my way out of this catastrophe
and i want to bleed
and feel something other than your
fingertips on the curve
on my back
[4:05am]
remember when i asked you
"do you ever just want to. like. die"
and you said "you're just crazy"
am i?
am i really?
[4:06am]
I AM SORRY
PLEASE
I AM
SORRY
[4:10am]
i don't need you
to hear me
anymore
[4:15am]
(i am so god damn sorry)
[4:23am]
(you
deserve
so. much.
more)
[4:33am]
love makes you so pretty
and you said his name
with a smile -
like you knew him for years
and i guess what scares
me the most
is you being the better-me
and me being me
[rr]
Labels: i tried, poetry, Writings
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