hi i'm either really sad and sappy, or i'm suddenly a 25 y/o adult with a mission to get her life together. i'm still 20 though, and sad and sappy but mildy responsible.

this is my diary
not sad, not angry, or happy, or annoyed
6.13.2014 @ 00:29
She’d wake up every morning to the soft caress of fingers dancing along the strings of a guitar – each note too low to even be heard, or appreciated. It was majestic and ambiguous and a whole lot of sad but it was her house, nonetheless. 



School sounds like a mixture of extreme chords – all of them so loud and so soft at once that she could barely figure out whether to love or to hate the chaos that made her afternoons bitter-sweet.



But whenever she was alone, she would hear nothing but the silence and the sound of air leaving her body. She’s reminded of how empty she is – and that if life was a river and everyone were anchors, she would be floating on the surface too empty to even sink.  

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