Get your emotions on track
8.22.2014 @ 03:57
I want to glue my feelings for you on my skin. I want you to
see how much I hate you, and how nonchalant I am of how we are, but I don’t
want to tell you that. I want you to think that I can’t stand you, and rot
inside out thinking about it, than for me to tell you straight on that I hate
the way you laugh.
You sound happy (and you shouldn’t be) and you talk to me
about everyone else like as though I was the least interesting person in the
world (and you shouldn’t have) and you cry to me about how bad your school is
and how everyone in school is so hypocritical (you know I can’t handle
emotions) and you keep telling me over and over and over again how you’d get
better (which you haven’t, till date) and I keep telling you how unlucky I am
to have met you because you throw all your emotions on me like as though I’m a
sponge and you keep telling and teaching me how to make someone feel better and
you keep trying to make me get excited over boys but I can’t and you expect so
so much but I give and try so little and in some instances (like now) I don’t
even know I if I should be thankful or regretful for having someone like you
try so hard for me.
And when you called me at 2 in the morning crying, I shouldn't have gotten angry at you sorry I hope you read this and understand that I don't like sacrificing my sleep for silly things like that.
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