I don't know what to make of this. I'm having such a bad night and I can't think straight.

My thoughts are drawing circles in my mind and my words come out like spirals. You are not toxic because you're not bad for me, but you can't do any good either. I'm sorry, I'm really not making any sense and I figured writing might help. It isn't. I figured talking to you about it might help but I forget that you don't like long conversations about things that don't matter. I'm not feeling the best right now. I can't talk to you.

I don't know what to do.