I've grown so tired of you. I really have. This is exhausting for both of us and I don't know why I still lose sleep over you. I really do. My mum likes us together because she thinks you're good for me. I think she likes you even more than me: "he keeps you grounded" and "he makes you a nicer person". It would be good if I could keep someone else grounded and nice.

(I think I'm still sore over the fact that I'm up at 2 in the morning writing about you while you're probably at home sleeping and I am also so afraid and tired)